October 2, 2025

Locked-In and Out of Luck


You’re a healthy man in your early thirties and a soccer enthusiast. One evening, while your wife is out, you are engrossed in watching an exciting match on your TV. But, all of a sudden, you don’t seem to be watching it anymore. There’s a good reason for that, but you don’t know it yet. Meanwhile, your wife, a nurse, returns to find you slumped over on the couch, slipping in and out of consciousness in a highly confused state. She is naturally very concerned and sees that your skin has turned a bluish-purple color, a sign that you are cyanotic, owing to prolonged oxygen deprivation. She calls for an ambulance to take you to the hospital. 

In the hospital, you are still in an alarming condition and are put into a coma. Yet, instead of becoming entirely unconscious, you become perfectly clear and alert although you cannot move your body. Worse, you can’t seem to communicate to your doctors. You feel that you are "locked-in" to your body, its involuntary prisoner. You become very frightened and think, "Will I be like this for the rest of my life?"

All this reads like an episode from a medical horror story of the sort that Edgar Allan Poe wrote, but it’s not a case of ghoulish fiction. In fact, it’s a brief summary of an actual case of an Israeli guy named Gil Avni. In this blog you will learn a lot more about Avni and what he experienced while in this dreadful locked-in state, but first I need to provide some background information in order that you have a proper context for what follows. 

The Back Story

Some years ago, I became aware of the work of a German researcher named Michael Nahm, who was investigating a phenomenon of which I had never heard, which he had labeled terminal lucidity. It referred to something that was astonishingly paradoxical that occurred to some people on the verge of death. These individuals had usually been profoundly demented, often suffering from Alzheimer’s or other severe forms of end-stage dementia, and in many cases had been mute for years. Yet, by a seeming miracle, they suddenly "woke up," and were able to carry on lucid conversations, inquiring about health of various family members, etc., as if they had never been away. And, then, typically, some hours later or the next day, they died.  

I was tremendously excited to learn about this phenomenon. It made me wish I could still be active in doing research, so that I could do my own studies of terminal lucidity (TL). But since I couldn’t, I wrote to Nahm, and as a result, we had a very warm and cordial series of e-mail exchanges for the next year or so, and I eventually made contact with other TL researchers and wrote about TL in my blogs.

I had only sporadic contact with Nahm until just recently when he wrote to me about his latest research, which dealt with the case of Gil Avni, and attached the draft of an article he and some colleagues he had written about this kind of locked-in experience. [The paper will be published in the upcoming issues of Journal of Scientific Exploration, so stay tuned for it!] In this blog, I will be drawing extensively on the draft of this paper, with Dr. Nahm’s kind permission. 

Interestingly enough, the three principal authors of this paper were Nahm and two other researchers I knew very well. One was my dear friend and longtime colleague, Pim van Lommel, a Dutch cardiologist, and one of the world’s most renowned NDE researchers. The other, to my happy and delighted surprise, was a nurse named Madelaine Lawrence whom I had first met fifty years ago (!) when she had taken a graduate course in transpersonal psychology with me. We eventually published some research together (PDF) and stayed in touch for a few years before each of us went our separate ways. But over the years, Madelaine became one of the world’s leading authorities in the study of states of awareness in comatose patients. So I was really glad to learn about her career and look forward to making contact with her again after all these years!

Now, with this as background, let me return to the case of Gil Avni and begin to tell you his remarkable story.

Being Comatose

But before getting into Avni’s experience, we need a brief preface about what it’s like to be comatose, as Avni was for forty-four hours. We know from the research of Madelaine Lawrence and others that between 25% and 40% of comatose patients are able to hear and understand what had been said in their environment during the time of their supposed unconsciousness. Another study found that only 27% of patients had no awareness at all while comatose.

In a recent book devoted to the experiences of patients who recovered from medically induced comas like the one into which Avni was put, it was found that for some, it can be quite frightening. Nahm et al provide a brief summary of some of these cases.

For example, the patients may have experienced being cruelly tortured for prolonged periods of time or may have spent years from a subjective perspective in seemingly other realms of existence – even if the coma itself lasted only days or weeks. These bewildering experiences frequently appear perfectly real or even "more real than real" to those who report them.

Being Avni

Because of space limitations, I will be forced to give only a very brief description of Avni’s experience. It will include more about what led to his becoming comatose and what he experienced during the forty-four hours of his ordeal. For this purpose, I will draw on and slightly edit the abstract that Nahm et al provide:

Gil Avni was diagnosed with a cerebral edema and suffered severe anoxic brain damage that had already affected his brain stem. He was put in an induced coma to minimize the brain’s oxygen consumption. Still, he was expected to die within hours. However, the patient recovered unexpectedly. It turned out he had been fully conscious throughout the 44 hours he was in this coma. [My emphasis.] As a result, he was able to describe in detail every occurrence and conversation that had been held at his bedside throughout this time. This locked-in experience had an utterly traumatic impact on the patient, as I (KR) will note later.

Eventually, his doctors decided it was time to bring him out of his coma. This took some time, but when he woke up completely, to the surprise of everybody, all his critical symptoms, including his pulse and blood pressure, rapidly returned to normal. As Nahm et al write:

In order to facilitate communication with him (he was still weak and intubated), the nurse handed him a letter board as well as sheets of paper and a pen. One of the first things Avni communicated was: "I was in full consciousness since Thursday evening. I heard everything they said, word for word."

It was later determined that every conversation Avni reported was confirmed as being completely accurate according to the testimony of the individuals whom Avni claimed to overhear while comatose. 

As the authors continue:
  
On Sunday morning, the endotracheal tube and other medical devices were removed. Soon after, Avni left the hospital on his own account. To this day, none of the physicians and ICU nurses involved in Avni’s case has a medical explanation for his sudden and dramatic life-threatening breakdown – much less for his prompt recovery to full health. Only the aspiration pneumonia improved comparably slowly. It took three months until Avni’s lungs were healthy again.

But while Avni ultimately recovered physically, psychologically, it was another story. For some time afterward, he would wake up screaming. Indeed, his PTSD was understandably very severe before it finally began to subside. 

At this point, I need to interrupt this narrative to tell you that if you get Amazon Prime, you can watch an extremely compelling documentary about Avni where you see him, his wife, and the various medical personnel who attended him during his ordeal.  It lasts an hour and twenty-two minutes, and it is emotionally very powerful.  It also shows you what happened to Avni afterward.  It’s called 44 Hours, and I highly recommend it. View the film's trailer on YouTube.

But I am now going to tell you about some remarkable things that were not mentioned in the documentary, but only in the article Nahm sent to me. As you will see, there was much more to Avni’s experience than I have told you, and what it was, was even more extraordinary.

For this concluding portion of Avni’s story, it would be best for me simply quote directly from one section of the article by Nahm et al. It begins by informing us that one of the doctors taped Avni’s eyes shut to prevent damage to his corneas. However, that did not prevent him from seeing, as you will now learn. It turns out that while comatose and apparently close to death, Avni also had an extensive NDE. Here’s how Nahm et al describe this aspect of Avni’s experience:

From then on, he followed the events that occurred during the next two days chiefly via his sense of hearing from this in-the-body perspective, although he also experienced occasional OBEs again during which he seemed to perceive his environment visually.


Typically, Avni entered the OBE-state in particularly distressing and emotionally intense situations. This happened for example when the visitors came to say their goodbyes. In this situation, he was able to perceive them visually and memorized the clothes they wore. He even saw his sister, who had to wait in a corridor of the hospital in about 30 to 40m in distance to his room. She was not allowed to visit Avni at his bedside because she was pregnant and he was treated with nitric oxide, a substance that may cause harm to developing fetuses. Still, Avni saw her (crying) and followed the conversations she led, e.g. with her husband, and was later able to describe her clothing. In discussions with Avni, his sister and other visitors, members of the team producing the documentary were able to corroborate that he had described the events that occurred accurately and gave correct descriptions of their clothes.

Other elements that link his case to NDEs include the perception of an attractive bright whitish light. He perceived it in the OBE state in the distance when he was initially transported through the hospital corridors into the room where he was to be put into the coma. But Avni did not want to get closer to this light. Moreover, he felt the distinct presence of a spiritual entity throughout the entire time he was in the coma. When he was in the OBE state, he could even perceive it as a shadow-like figure inside his room. 

Apparently, this entity was already present when he arrived in the hospital room and stayed with him until the decision was made to wake him up from the coma. Throughout that time, it encouraged Avni to stay alert and awake, and not to give up hope for recovery. According to Avni, who regards this entity as a kind of guardian angel, it approached him and touched him with a finger after the decision to wake him up was made. This touch felt like a tremendous jolt of electricity-like energy, and the being informed him that it was now time to leave him because its duty was fulfilled.  

So, Avni was never alone throughout this soul-crushing ordeal. He was comforted by this Presence, which he understandably came to regard as his guardian angel. It was this Presence who instructed him as to what to do and who gave Avni hope that he would recover. As indeed he did, against all expectation and to the astonishment of everyone involved in his case.

And now you know why.

6 comments:

  1. Brian Anthony KraemerOctober 2, 2025 at 11:41 AM

    Ken, I am always fascinated by what you write. I listened to your piece multiple times using text-to-speech software. Then I read it myself. Your very last sentence left me pondering its exact meaning. After much thought, I read it as, "And now you know why [he survived]." He had angelic help from start to finish.

    I want to ask more questions. How is terminal lucidity where comatose patients wake up and converse with us briefly before dying similar to Avni's experience of waking up and living? The most likely explanation for Avni's experience is that he was conscious for those 44 hours, but how can we be sure that he was actually awake when we know that other people have demonstrated the ability to experience things precognitively and still others have experienced a flooding of information from the past? And what does it mean to be awake? I have been having wild dreams, both incredibly pleasurable in which I am vibrating one with all things and all people and we are telepathically communicating love to each other and others incredibly stressful in which I am stabbing myself repeatedly and my flesh is hanging off my body. All of these dreams are experienced as if they are real. I have come to believe that I am not the source of these dreams, but that they serve some larger purpose, perhaps from benevolent beings, perhaps malevolent, but they are so unbelievably complicated and wild that I cannot imagine being capable of creating them myself.

    I am grateful that you shared this man's experience and I will pursue it further by getting access to the documentary and other interviews of him if possible. I must say that I find life both fascinating and frustrating. Being an eternal being is rather overwhelming on some level. If I didn't have a fundmental belief/trust is the goodness of reality, I would dread the notion of eternity. I look at a hummingbird or a butterfly or a waterfall or a galaxy and everything is shouting beauty and peace and oneness to me, but there is much horror in this current experience as well. We can't ignore the devastation of our fellow human spirits being destroyed physically and emotionally in Gaza, an entire people being massacred while Bible verses about Israel being "God's people" are thrown about and "Whoever blesses Israel will be blessed..." are used in Christian churches to turn a blind eye and a silent mouth.

    So, I'm confident that the two trillion galaxies are twirling in space as they ought including our own, but I am also distressed by itching and pain and tormenting dreams and horrific murders and suicides and diseases that consume a body slowly while the soul screams out to its Creator for help. I hope everyone has an angel like Avni does and that no matter how horrible the experience, we will wake up to a Loving Source, a Bliss, a Perfection, a Consummate Goodness, from Whom there is no waking because it simply IS.

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    1. Bryan, I can assure you that there are people attempting to answer many of the questions you referenced. As for the "Loving Source" or divine as some people refer to it, to my mind, the Consciousness Studies of the past 40 years make such an entity not only plausible but actually probable.

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  2. Thank you for this blog, I will be watching for the upcoming JSE. I might also cite this blog, if I find things here that I do not see in either the video or the article. But this will fit is beautifully with what I am working on, so again I thank you Ken.

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  3. This is fascinating, I love hearing about cases just like this because it makes mine seem less implausible.

    A very similar thing happened to me on the 10th of April 2016: after hours of metabolic acidosis I finally died of cerebral edema, for about 6 minutes. It was nowhere near 44 hours, thankfully, but my mind 'woke up' more than it had ever in waking life, and I had an extreme multi-parallel cognitive experience, rushing to pull memories from months prior and putting them all together while reviewing everything that had been happening all day, in order to figure out my own medical situation, from when my heart stopped to that moment when I decided I was ready to come back. I too was jolted back to life, gasping for air loudly.

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  4. Once again Ken, I am thrilled to read your post. I'd like to add to the experiences of comatose patients who are aware of their environment during the time they were unconscious.

    Years ago, I visited a dear pastor friend who had a kidney transplant. When I went into his hospital room, the nurse said that he was comatose for the past week and they were going to keep him in a medically induced coma for another two weeks. She told me that he couldn't hear or see anything. After she left, I talked aloud to my friend and told him how much I loved him. I prayed for him and sat with him for a while occasionally talking with him.

    After his recovery, we met and he told me that when he was in the coma, he knew I was there, and he heard everything the nurse told me and what I said to him, including my prayer. He even described the clothes I wore that day.

    Since then, I have always believed in the power of love transcending the limitations of the human body. When my husband was in a coma during his final moments on this earth, I spoke openly to him and I knew that he heard my loving words as he moved closer to the Light.

    I hope that more research continues in this area so that more people can be comforted with this knowledge while in the presence of their own comatose loved ones. Thank you for posting this insightful blog Ken.

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  5. As a former director of nursing, I am not surprised by episodes of terminal lucidity. Some examples that I have witnessed:

    • A 99-year-old mother awaken and repeatedly call out her daughter’s name at the same time her adult child died. No one had advance warning of the adult child’s death at a hospital miles away.
    • An 84-year-old man who had been lying on his back for days stricken with breathing difficulties due to cancer, sit up in bed and ask his daughters to bathe him because he was going to die. He died within hours of being bathed.
    • An elderly man with dementia who only spoke two words, “Yada, Yada,” to staff in the nursing home sing the hymn Beautiful Savior at the bedside service of his wife who died of prolonged cancer. The man reverted to his previous pattern of only saying, “Yada, Yada” afterward.

    Respecting these moments is key. Understanding the underlying physiology or psychology seems less important than being respectful listeners to people who may talk between worlds.

    Susan L. Schoenbeck, MSN, RN

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